A fork full of happiness: Mini chocolate cake
So, like every leap day; 29th February, I was totally wanting to do something special. Something to celebrate the day, something for myself, something I haven't done maybe in these four years. I have always been a crazy and creative person and have loved to let my hair down, be crazy, have fun, read, run and dance for fun, get soaked in the rain, draw, paint, write poetry or stories (have published my own book on women empowerment many years ago). But lately I have felt my spirits dulling; I'm losing my creative charm; so wanted to lift back my creative side. I had not decided what I would do until the morning of 29th. I wanted to decide because I wanted to get up and actually do something instead of wasting about in the house.
And then it struck me: I'm going to BAKE! Yes, the one thing in the kitchen that has always scared me was baking. I have always had such a huge phobia of baking I never thought I would do it. I have used my microwave a lot. I have used my oven a lot: I do have made chicken tikka and tandoori chicken in my oven, broil aubergines for Baingan bharta, tandoori roti , made herbal baked potatoes; and much more. So what scares me? It's the baking soda and baking powder. I just, just, just can't use them right. Don't even get me started on how I failed hugely with baking a chocolate cake for hubby's birthday which was just the taste of baking soda in the mouth, more than the chocolate: and I had to trash it. And that was the worst experience ever! I shared the recipe with so many people and most of them told me the recipe was absolutely perfect! I had followed the recipe to the T and still a big fail!! Nope. Baking just isn't for me. Or I'm not made to bake. (Whatever).
It was my birthday in 2014 a dear friend gave me a recipe for a cake to be prepared in microwave. And I just looked away. I told her I don't want to try anymore. I wasn't even hearing. She told me it's quick, it's simple, it's easy to be made in two minutes, in microwave (even no need to use oven). I just ignored. But then I made it my year 2015 resolution to bake. 2015 came and went and I did not bake. I can tell a million reasons why I did not (or could not). But the thing remains: I did not.
So as it stuck me that I was going to bake, I felt immensely happy. And great. And scared. But as I had decided, I just had to take the leap to overcome my fear. And then I dug out the recipe my friend Khanak had given me long time ago. Found the recipe and the ingredients were actually simple; also healthy, whole wheat flour instead of all purpose flour. That looks interesting (I said to myself). Just the vanilla essence was missing from the ingredients. I looked out my window: it was cold (-2 degrees) but the sun was shining in the blue skies. Decided to go out to get some fresh air and the vanilla essence for my baking. Went to the grocery and while I was picking up the vanilla essence, I saw a ready mix pack for chocolate cake and I instantly put it in my grocery cart, thinking will prepare this if my cake fails. Then kept it back on the shelf. Picked it again. Kept back again. After about 5 times of this activity, I kept it back and left it there. Today is the day my cake is going to be right. If not today, then when? Determination, yeah.
So here's the recipe for the two minute microwave chocolate cake.
Recipe credits my dear friend Khanak Shekhawat.
Ingredients:
Whole wheat flour: 4 tbsp.
Granulated sugar: 4 tbsp.
Milk: 4 tbsp.
Oil: 2 tbsp.
Unsalted butter: 1 tsp.
Egg: 1
Vanilla essence: 1/2 tsp.
Baking powder: a pinch
Cocoa powder: 2 tbsp.
- In a bowl, mix all the dry ingredients: whole wheat flour, cocoa powder and the baking soda. Mix well so there are no lumps remaining.
- Beat the egg in another bowl and mix in the granulated sugar.
- Add the vanilla essence, butter and oil. Mix everything really well.
- To this bowl, slowly add in the flour mixture. Keep mixing nicely.
- Add the milk and mix well. The mix should now be of pouring consistency. f the mixture feels a little dry, then you can add more milk. Mix well but don not over mix.
- Grease a microwave safe mug and pour this mix in the mug. Fill the mug only half way as it will increase in size. I have never baked previously and so I didn't realize. I filled up the mug 3/4th.
- Microwave on high power for 1 minute. Remove and see if the top feels cooked or still soft. If it's soft then microwave for 30 seconds more. It depends on the power of your microwave. Mine got cooked in one minute.
- Remove from microwave and let cool for about 5 minutes. Sprinkle more granulated sugar on top if desired.
- Take out in a serving dish and pour melted chocolate over it if you want. Decorate as desired. Instant dessert is ready. This can be prepared whenever you crave sweet (which I'm not recommending lol) without the hassle of the oven.
- Now, I was over the top as I tasted this as it had no smell of baking soda and was just moist and perfect! Omg did I actually bake a cake? Couldn't believe myself. So then I decided to surprise myself and bake it in oven as well.
- What I did: I preheated the oven at 180 degrees for 15 minutes while I prepared the same mix with the same proportion of ingredients (I know it's too less for a big cake) again. I only wanted to remove my baking fear.
- I greased a round baking form and poured the mix. Kept inside oven and baked for 25 minutes. Removed and let it cool. Decorated as desired. Ta da! Done! No more scared of baking: bring it on! If I can do this, anybody can !!!
And this was not the only thing I did on THE 29th. I went out and let myself breath the fresh air, even if it was cold. I soaked in the sun for about an hour and then watched the beautiful sunset. I clicked a million pictures. I walked on the streets I have never been on before. I kicked the beautiful, white snow.
To mark this day as more special and as a beginning point, I took two resolutions as well. I have been ignoring few things in my health and skin-care regime. Lately I have been checking my mobile and Facebook for notifications in the middle of the night and early morning as soon as I'm getting up. I have been having heaviness in my head and some pain in my eyes and I had already figured out it was because of this habit. So the two resolutions I made:
- No mobile in bedroom.
- Removing make up every night before sleeping.
These might seem small for so many people but I've been so lazy in removing my makeup a lot of times that I actually needed a resolution. Also I've been checking the mobile with the excuse that sometimes I need to wake up in the middle of the night; so bough myself a pocket LED torch. Kept a big pack of baby wipes on my bed side table. Both problems solved: no more excuses!
I also plan to close all the electronic and mobile devices at least half an hour before sleeping and half an hour after I get up: TV, mobile, laptop, computer.
As I have always been a creative person who loved to draw, paint and write. After all of this (and the baking adventure), I wasn't left with much of the time but still managed to draw something inspirational for myself. I was a very sensitive person and used to get hurt by everyone. I used to think I'm responsible for everything bad happening with everyone; used to get sucked in negativity everywhere but now I'm getting stronger, and happier. Learnt to pull the plug :)
Was up for another adventure so I decided to listen some Bollywood songs of the present times! I haven't heard Bollywood songs since so many years I can't even remember and I stick to the good old songs years ago as I believe there are so many useless, meaningless and high pitched and item songs today that they aren't even worth spending time on. But that day I thought: bring it on. Will give them a try. And I did. And I came across a lot of songs: funny, cheesy, meaningless (as expected), loud, strange lyrics; and then there were some nice and lovely romantic songs. So overall it was an okay experience. And I got to know not all the songs are that bad: some are okay and fine too. Here are the songs I came across if you want to hear (on your own risk).
Kar gayi chull (Kapoor and sons):
Ladki beautiful, kar gayi chull.
Ladki nahi tu hai garam maamla.
Kanya kunwaari, adbhut naari... blah blah..
(Frustrating)
Jabra fan (Fan):
Follow karun twitter pe, tag karoon Facebook pe
mere dil ke mobile ka tu unlimited plan ho gaya..
Main tera jabra fan ho gaya.. !
(Funny)
Whistle baja (Heropanti):
Mere naal tu whistle baja
Hey baby ni to ban meri lady, seekh le pyaar ki A B C D; sau mein se sau le le..
Na milna mujhe google karke..
(I know, irritating right?)
Hua hai aaj pehli baar (Sanam re)
Hua hai aaj pehli baar ki aise muskuraya hoon
Tumhe dekha to jaana yeh ki kyun duniya mein aaya hoon..
Ye jaan lekar ke jaan meri, tumhe jeene main aaya hoon
Main tumse ishq karne ki izaazat rab se laaya hoon..
(Romantic, right? Loved it.)
Deewani Mastani (Baajirao Mastaani):
Nazar jo teri laagi main deewani ho gayi
Deewani haan deewani deewani ho gayi..
Mash'hoor mere ishq ki kahaani ho gayi..
(Lovely lyrics)..
Bolna (Kapoor and Sons):
Chhuteya na chhute mose rang tera dholna
Ik tere baajo dooja mera koi mol na
bolna maahi bolna..
(Lovely and sweet, soft romantic)..
High heels te nache (Ki & Ka)
High heels te nache tu badi jache
Ruk ja tu hang on, ye to bata tu hai kaun..
(Headache begins... Stop.)
So, that was the summary of my special day: 29th February. I feel I did enough things to remember this day for the coming four years. Most importantly this day marked the beginning of my baking journey. I have also not written anything for a very long time so planning to begin writing again as well. Had written this poetry long time ago: Over The Time
Hoping the next 29th February brings newer adventures, takes me to newer places and makes me learn and unlearn a lot more. Hope to meet the next leap day with a positive spirit as always with new milestones, new creativity and new stories.
Hoping the next 29th February brings newer adventures, takes me to newer places and makes me learn and unlearn a lot more. Hope to meet the next leap day with a positive spirit as always with new milestones, new creativity and new stories.
Till then,
Adieu.
Brijdeep.
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cake looks so moist and yummy...
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